eyes' hurt
swollen.
i need to be quiet down once more
every minute
trying to put down all the stuffs
and sit down quietly to stop thinking
really dono wat am i feeling right now
the old me has lyk juz run out of place now
lost in nowhere.
nowhere to be found.
every minute of this time
trying my best to hold back my tears
once more.

still in a lost state
the feeling
unexplainable.
im sorry guys.
pardon me for this few days
for not being able to bring you all smile
i juz hate it
juz really hate this kinda feelings everytime
no smile.
no laughter
only tears.
sucks.

but i also wanna say
thanks so much to frenz around me
lending me a listening ear
thank you so much.
you all know who you are.
thank you
*bow*
and thank God for being with me too
let me to calm down in this kinda situation
Thank God.


everything juz went back to the starting point again.