Im bored.
tired of studying ABC
going crazy sooner or later
ALL MY COMMON TESTS ARE COMING SOON !
and im lyk still unsure about stuffs
oh my oh my !!
kill me please.

really wonder why am i so busy
*running around and screaming*
IM A BUSY LADYYYYYYYYY !!!!
when will i be able to be free from so much things

1. ALL THE DUMB COMMON TESTS
2. AOM concert rehearsal
3. AOM songs cutting
4. SCC concert preparation and rehearsal
5. Third E-cell event
6. Church Camp
7. Choreographing Christmas Dance
8. Singing for Child Aid C oncert
9. Singing for Silver Wonder Concert
10. Wedding Singer for Si'er's wedding

u can imagine one day
when im came running to you
in a messy and sucky hair style
that's when IM CRAZY !!
totally.
muahahahahaha
im crazy im crazy im crazy
im a busy freak
but come to realise
all the things im busy with
got to do with music MOSTLY !!
soo to conclude.. music makes me crazy
oh my oh my
no wonder there was one famous musician who went crazy too !!
hmm..Beethoven ?? Mozart ?? Bach ??
forget which one liao ...
do music until mad !!
but i don care
as long as im happy to do music
crazy is nothing !!
muahahahaha ...




when we i get to recover fully !!
oh my goodness
it has been a week since i fell sick
and im still in the condition of running nose and cough
toilet paper become part of my life.

went for my first violin lesson ytd in NP
was soo fun !!
and now my head is lyk tilt to the left
and my left shoulder plate hurts !!
fingers cramp and i have to cut my nails !

and went running today early in the morning with dennis
great. he can sprint !!
but no stamina to run
suddenly run halfway and juz stopped
so i juz dumped him aside and continue to run
bad rite ? lolx .

seriously im falling for Subway.
all thanks to Clara Tan for introducing that to me
and im lyk eating once a week
coz i think is the healthiest fast food ever !
not much fried stuffs..all vegetable !!
yummy yum yum !

project speech.
Red Camp speech.
SCC concert
AOM concert
Class Child Aid Concert
im such a busy person.




Mugging for ABC
oh my oh my. TEST IS NEXT WEEK !!
sucks. juz hate having test
can we just don have the test system ?!
then we can juz study study study !!
*faintx*






















love NERDS !!
not nerd as in the nerd okie
is the sweet !
bought this when doing window shopping with joanie
at VIVO CITY !! love that place !
walk till we get lost
and when trying clothes
so fun so fun !


thank God for making me a happy person.
enjoying single life.
leading a happy life
all i wanna see is happiness around me.
nothing else.
simple.
happy.




hah.
sick for the past few days
continuous cough, non-stop flowing of mucus
and worse, stupid sore throat
make me cant sing !
great. How great
mum is cooking some chinese medicine for me
BITTER !!
*shiver*

ytd went for my cousin's wedding !
so fast, all my cousin on my dad's side
were all MARRIED ! !
time really really flies...
think can think back the times
when my this third cousin
who always come to my hse to play with me..
now HE IS MARRIED !!






















See !! that guy IS MY COUSIN !!
muahahaha ...
and one lady in pink is his wife !
a teacher u know .. .
*clap clap clap*
even im still sick ytd
but i still can forget about my lil niece and nephew
was chasin after my nephew for the whole night
at last manage to grab a shot with my lil niece






















please don ask me why i keep wearing that jacket
coz i juz LOVE THAT JACKET !!
*kiss that jacket*
and after ytd night
i fell in love with the boots that i bought from korea
totally in love with it !!

talking about korea
my whole family is going korea
and dumping me behind in SINGAPORE !!
coz i told them i've been there
so u guys juz have fun for that week
and plus they are going on my common test week !!
so i told my mum
"Never mind, juz bring one whole carton of maggie back !!"
*grinx*




im sick.
down with flu and sore throat
guess the sore throat got worsen
after ytd's pubbing session
where i was nearly choked to death by the smoke !!






















preview of the SCC gathering
more to come
im juz too lazy to edit the pictures !!
sick...

went for service today
practice for e-cell event
so happy !

finally.
everything is back to normal
totally
im that happy girl again.







































Everyone loves the monkey, Mogi !!

in clubhouse now
slacking
going off soon
juz finish my project
arghhh.. stress !!




Blog hopping
and tagging so many of my frenz tagboard
call me crazy.
nah. im juz bored.

im lazy to move around.
stomach cramps.
stupid monthly stuffs
hate it.

this is juz a totally awful Nov.
so many things happened
all the negative stuffs
ytd juz had one.
feeling terrible about it
really hope that everything will turn out fine
yeah. everything will turn out fine


wanna dance dance dance !
KILL ALL MY STRESS !!
wanna sing sing sing !!
KILL ALL MY PROBLEM !!




Quick replies:

Agnes:
thanks girl.. im getting better le.. take care too and cya soon in AOM ! *hugx*

Bere:
Thank bere ! i know that im not alone ! Love ya ! *muackz*

Weiming:
Shocked to see you here ! but thanks so much !! is juz a bad day...

Desmond:
Thanks for popping by and to cheer me up !!


Also wanna thank Jia, Yean, Dennis, Cindy, Joanie, Steven..
for being with me at all times
don worry people..
IM BACK !
and im fine now .. thanks so much !
for now, i juz wanna be happy

and for now ! BACK TO SINGING and MUSIC !
told steve that after i gotten my diploma in biotech
there will be 3 routes for me:

- NAPFA
wierd..
Year 1: $4260, Year 2: $4260, Year 3: $3920
- La Salle
LaSalle is too ex.. $3500 per year
will cost me a bomb.
- NUS conservatory of Music
$7700 per year ... *faintx*

so much money !!
how can i study MUSIC !!
*faintx*




if everything will be lyk the past once again
where everyone can be happy
i really don mind
as long as everyone can be happy

juz wan you to be happy
and so wan myself to be happy
and my jiemei to be happy
everyone happy
can it be done ?


i will be a stronger girl
tears have made me stronger




eyes' hurt
swollen.
i need to be quiet down once more
every minute
trying to put down all the stuffs
and sit down quietly to stop thinking
really dono wat am i feeling right now
the old me has lyk juz run out of place now
lost in nowhere.
nowhere to be found.
every minute of this time
trying my best to hold back my tears
once more.

still in a lost state
the feeling
unexplainable.
im sorry guys.
pardon me for this few days
for not being able to bring you all smile
i juz hate it
juz really hate this kinda feelings everytime
no smile.
no laughter
only tears.
sucks.

but i also wanna say
thanks so much to frenz around me
lending me a listening ear
thank you so much.
you all know who you are.
thank you
*bow*
and thank God for being with me too
let me to calm down in this kinda situation
Thank God.


everything juz went back to the starting point again.




it all started..148..it all juz ended
juz lyk that
without even knowing wat exact went wrong
holding back my tears at every moment
to listen to a one sided answer
all my things kept inside
will nvr be reveal anymore

it's a 2 person's affair
not juz a sole's decision
but no one will ever get it
is okie.
standing firm on a decision
without knowing really how other pple feels
is ur choice
u may think u know how other's felt
but actually, u nvr know
no one ever blames you for not forgetting to past
no one ever gets sad when u doesn't treat her well
but u juz don understand

it all juz take time to learn
time to grow.
but u will never get to do that le.
*sigh*

holding back my tears
i need a shoulder to lean on
to cry on once again.
can someone juz lend me ?




Went for SCC ytd
having fun but there werer some sorta tensions
feeling kinda stuck
and i really dono what to do
perhaps i will juz be a listening ear

emotions
thats the word
easy to say to control our emotion
but it is more difficult to be done
you control your emotions
but don't ever let emotions control you

truth
no one knows the truth
everything said seems to be right
feeling lyk shit now
dono what to say
perhaps being a listening ear is still the best

feelings
does feelings really come by and go so easily ?
im worried about you my jiemei
and i worried about i, myself too
deliverance from God
to put down all the emotions and stuffs behind you
for the first time
ever in my life
i sensed insecurity.

and ytd nite when i was walking home
i finally realised
that i have completely put down my past
totally. this time is true
coz i was talking about my past to my fren a few days ago
and i found out that the feelings is no longer there
no more
and i will not bring up about my past le
no more no more girl
leave the past, move with the current
can you ?


ivy said ytd that cancerians are emotional ...
kinda true huh ?
lolx.




Need to go running tml morning
really need to exercise !!
im turning into a real lazy bum
who loves eating and no exercising
start to work out from tml !
DETERMINATION !!

Everything starts to turn out fine
pretty happy about it
things are getting better in SCC and school
and everyone around me
being optimistic really works
and Thank God
everything's getting better.



some things made me lost that smile
and im worried
can i grab that smile back
really wanted it back so badly.
yes. That smile of mine.
so sorry.
i failed to smile.




Let me tell a short story...
one day u go to a fruit stall
and wanna buy watermelon
so u asked the fruit seller:
"The watermelon cost $2.50 is it ?"
and then the fruit seller replied:
"You wanna buy apples?"

The End.

No link right.
This whole story only Shiong Hung will understand


Talking to steve now on MSN
talking about our dream
steve wanna be
a composer-cum-music-arranger-cum-pianist-cum-singer
that's long !!
wat i wanna be ?
told steve that being a singer or a performer is impossible for me
coz i think luck is not on my side
so my dream is to be a music teacher
to teacher people to love music
and by age of 26
wanna learn vioin, guitar, erhu, gu zheng and flute
even if i am equipped with knowledge of piano and drums

and now he is talking to me about my hair.
muahahaha.
my hair
pathetic.




Ended school early
end up in cinema with dinie, seng gim and dennis
watching "the covenant"
a very not bad show.
quite nice.
went back to school for Staff and Student Day Audition
everything turned out kinda well
met up with joanie after that
really had a nice chat with her
morever, i have this place to say out everything
juz dump everything here



feelings for the past few days
there has been ups and downs
seeing you feeling so tired of ur family stuffs.
and u said, u are tired, u wanna gave up.
hearing u saying that
the more i felt bad bout myself

why ?
coz i wanna help
but juz dono how to help you
to lessen ur burden, so that u need not worry so much
so when i heard that
i nearly teared.
feelling bad bout unable to help
feeling bad for unable to confort you
i suck in speaking.
kill me please.


weird feeling
i wanna cry.
how i wish i can help you.




Monthly performance ytd !
was fun !
21 songs performed..
longest monthly performance ever

let's see some of the pics..






















































great day ytd.
and i managed to achieve something
thank God.

went out have lunch with dennis and hung
funny times.
and we kept laughing non-stop
thanks to dennis.

went for SCC meeting after that
more funny stuffs.
and we kept laughing non-stop
till tears flowed out.
muscle cramp.




now i wish..
to see you smile again.




Tagged by Charlene. so here i am !

1. Single, taken or crushing?
Taken.

2. Are you happy with your life now?
Yeah .. very happy. Felt blessed. Thank God.

3. When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him/her fast?
Siao arh.. im wont do that .

4. Have you ever been heart broken?
yea.

5. Do you believe that there are some circumstances, where cheating love is acceptable?
Never ever in my life !! i will kill the person pleaseeee !!

6. Would you take someone back even if he/she cheats on you?
nope. never. i will dump him into singapore river ..

7. Have you ever talked about marriage to someone else before?
eh..ya ... got lo .

8. Do you want children?
if can hor.. i don't want !! so painful..

9. How many?
none.. lolx...see how first la ..

10. Would you ever consider adoption?
If I can afford it, I will.

11. If someone likes you now, what do you think is the best way for him/her to let you know his/her feelings?
Tell me face to face la .. lolx .. muz pluck up courage!!

12. Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
Depends...now is okie la..lolx..but there will always be pros and cons ..

13. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Never ever.. i believe love is developed from time to time

14. Do you believe you can change someone?
Nope..i believe is only up to someone to change himself..

15. If you could get married somewhere. where would it be?
Somewhere ... my dream place.. haha .. wanna know find me ! i will tell you !

16. Do you give in easily when fighting?
Depends. If im in wrong, i will give in. If im not, i juz heck it.

17. Do you have feelings for someone right now?
lolx.. im already taken..feeling only have is with someone.

18. Do you ever wish that you could have had someone but you messed it up?
Yah .. of course.. but the feeling was gone...

19. Have you ever broken a heart?
I think so .

20. If one day your best friend falls in love with the guy/girl you are deeply in love with, what would you do?
Then give my best friend lo .. lolx .. i wan friendship more than a relationship.

21. Are you missing anyone right now?
Yes ! ALL MY FRIENDS !! And someone.

22. Now you have to ask 10 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs.
Hui Jia, bere, fiona, ben, amos goh, judy, xin yan, wen ting, amanda, Suraj !!