[142]dAeS.tO.paSs.

Phew.
todae is da third dae of sch
nth much
mrs shariff become the VP
whao!
she sae dat dis yr is her last yr to teach
next yr will be VP
happi fer her !!!

whao
changes in time table
everydae dismissed at 2pm
but in e end
we still hav structured lessson
-=sigh=-
so mani xtra lesson
causin mi to go home so late every dae
shucks!
And worse still
every week got test
wth
test and test
making mi crazy !!!

Mr tan todae gave as a tok on future education
veri interesting!!!
coz he sae abt y choose poly or JC
he sae dat goin JC is juz lyk gambling
if GP fail
u cannot do anything
ANYTHING !!!
so i decided to carri on
persue in poly
coz i don lyk to study fer earning more $$
i wan to study fer the sake of interest
dat is much more easier fer mi to study

whao !!
dance performance coming up veri soon
yet we still sort of did not hav much practice
coz everyone too busy]
cannot blame !!
-=sigh=-






[145]daes.to.struggle.thru

wooh..
tml sch reopen
muz strive hard
first major exam start on july 1st till dono whn
whereby we hav our o level chinese oral exam
*scared*
den is on the 3rd july
whereby we hav our o level MT listening exam
*scared again*
muz practice on moi chinese speaking liao
scared dat dae will freak out
coz the teachers not frm our sch !!
-shucks-

todae did not realli do anything
juz pack moi bags
and doin some revision on eng and bio again
*arghh*




[146]dAeS.tO.fLy.tHrU

phew
2 more daes to sch reopen
finalli finish moi holi hw
and finish revisin bio chap 1 to 5
betta start on other subjects
muz jia you frm now

ytd was fun
wento zf bruddah house fer bbq
startin was a failure
e fire could not be started
wth
we all struggled fer the fire
in the end we made it !!!!
we bbq lotas thingy
eat til satisfied

den we wento play games
it was worst !!
e first punishment was two person to share one hotdog
wth again
kana ying..minhao..zhuofeng..kenneth..
worst..mi and edmund twice !!!
*ahhhhhh*
den got piggyback...push up wif a ppl sitting on top
finally before goin home
wento the basement and play last round
dis time round was a person lie down
another feed prawn
kana kenneth and minhao..mi and jingyong...ying and deb (twice!)
den the climax!!!
kenneth kiss bere !!!
muahaha
we all cheated lah
*grin*
but it was realli fun !!!
*wooohh*

[SuNsHinE.In.e.RaIn]




[149]daEs.tO.PaSs

*sigh*
too depress to do anyting now
fer e past 2 daes
hav been stayin at home
strugglin to finish my hol hw
*arghh*
muggin fer my emaths too
it realli sucks

now i am goin to start moi revision
first will b bio
coz lotsa chaps
and this sub is much more easier fer mi to study
coz moi fav !!
*yeah*
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[151]dAeS.tO.FigHt.tHrU

hol is goin ta end
frm todae onwards
im goin ta strive hard
fer moi o level in Nov
thou im aim fer S'pore poly
but not a JC
i wanna take biotech course
my fav
*grin*

so frm now on
im goin to buck up fer moi three sciences
esp moi chem
moi fav subject
yet so lousy
now im muggin fer moi emaths and amaths
no matter wat
i wanna aim fer A1 fer moi chem and bio
and also at least an A2 fer moi either maths

last but not least
e most important subject
ENGLISH !!!!
i hav ta read more eng bks and practice moi compo
coz my compo sucks
onli hav borderline pass
*shucks*
no matter wat
i will fight thru de end
no slackin animore
i'll juz remember
after moi o
i can enjoy lyk hell !!!!







[154]dAeZ.tO.PuLl.tHrU

whoo
went 2 sentosa todae
wif moi dance frenx
went dere by cable car
mi.bere.rn lyk siao char bo
screamin all da way to sentosa on the cable car
went suntanning da whole dae
swim under da water
*scorching hot sun*
though got dat thingy lah
but still dun care
coz last few daes liao
*grin*

all da ppl soo sexy
wear sport bra.bikini also
hehex
took alot of pictures
played frisbees under da water
damn salty lohx
*yuckz*
play captain ball & volley ball on da hot sand
damn hot until til til

went to eat around 8 plus
whole body damn red lohx
lyk an indian gurl
hehex
but it was realli a fun fun dae
now still feelin hot and pain
*buRntX*




[156]daes to struggle thru

...
stayin home and rot da past few daes
struggling wif moi hw
tons & tons of emaths ws
sucks
muggin & muggin moi emaths
it drops damn badly

... ...
ytd go zhuo feng bruddah house
first tyme play wif doggie, didi
so kawaii & cuddly
bere scare of doggie
cried
haven overcum her fear yet
it takes time
go bruddah house and rot also
rot until 10 plus
sian until til til






[159]daes.to.go.

ytd was da bez dae eva
kaixin found 2 abandon kittens
jiahui,kaixin and mi brought back to dance
everyone was soo excited abt dat
we carried.played.took photo.feed.
and everything
dey are soo cute and cuddly
it was e first time i carried a kitten
juz like carryin my dear ham ham
*grin*

after dat
unfortunately
no one can take the poor kitten home
lucky edmund try his bez to bring home
be4 dat we went to lot 1
and clean up the kittens
coz they shitted
omg
later dey went to cckcc
and we all play TRUE OR DARE
*grin*
poor bere.bere
*muahha*

159 daes to go
b4 o level ended
how am i going to pull through dis 159 daes
*puzzled*
nvm
i will try my bez










*sigh*
my brain now is in a blank
i cant think of anything
i still luv him
but i cant do anything
though he was e one
who understand mi & care fer mi most
i still cant do anything
don expect mi to jump up to him and
say i realli luv u rite
tats crazy !!!!

the story is incomplete yet
i think so bah
but who is going to complete it
u ??? i realli hope so
though u may not be like other ppl
so clever or any shitty thing
but at least i know tat u are always there fer mi
*sigh*
i am still thinkin
wherea shld i giv up..leave it
or continue to wait
i will die of it
nvr wait fer thingy until four yrs
ppl may call mi siao lehx...
*laugh*






[mIsS][CoUrAgE][CoNfIdEnCe]

sometime i juz don get it
how cum god lyks 2 make fun of mi
e one i luv is standin rite bside mi
& yet i cant do anything
e one & onli hu understand mi most
care for mi most is rite here
&i cant do a single thingy

dis is how e conversion begins...
him[givin e tupid look]:haiya when u go poly, u will find some1 betta one loh
mi[givin him back e look]:i tell u..cannot one lohx..
[thinkin tat coz i still like him]
him[lookin at mi directly]:will one loh...
*on the bus*
him: betta be more ladylike hor..if not no1 wan u..don come find mi hor...
mi[givin a funni face]:no one wan...den lyk that lohx...
blah blah blah....

& after dat guess wat
when i was walkin home
thinkin back
i nearly cried

god is realli foolin mi
y cant i tell him that i lyk him
y cant i be wif him
y hav to torture mi
y....y....
*sigh*






Ytd was a bad dae
alot ppl late fer dance
sum even M.I.A (missin in action)
*sigh*
cher was veri disappointed wif us
and onli giv us sum steps to learn
*sigh*

den worst thingy came
cher ask jingyong to carry mi fer e dance
OMG !!!
wat shitty thingy is dis
he carried & tried a few times
& even told mi e worst thingy
he sae: i think u hav to go on diet
wat shitty thingy
ppl call mi sooo thin
& yet one guy now ask mi to go on diet
wth

*sigh*
looks lyk realli hav to eat a bit bit less
this few daes hav been gobblin up food
juz lyk a glutton
he even sae zhu cheng seems lighter dan mi
OMG
looks lyk dat e end man !!!!
*sobz sobz*




*sigh*
todae so pissed off e whole dae
1st e dance thingy
see khee & joseline don wanna dance
den teacher fed up
scolded mi
*arghhhh*
wento tok to jose & sk
jose even curse teacher
omg
she is damn pissed off too
but sk seems ok

juz don get it
we all also don feel lyk dancin
but no choice
one last time
all made sacrifices
but y cant them
*sigh* *sigh*
nearly cried out when cant even persuade dem
*haiz*
but nvm
the dance still goes on
it was quite fun

ok
tml den continue
hav to slp early
so tired
*grin*
*yawn*




structured lesson started
everydae frm 8 to 12
boring.
falling asleep ZzZZzz

went to sing wif jennifer
pathetic two
scream all the wae
wahaha

tml got dance
fer the racial harmony performance
can see some one liao
*oops*

update my blog next time
tml i hav chem test
on alcohol and carboxyl acid
preparing to flunk again
*arghhh...*

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