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Saturday, April 30, 2005

have been going back to regent for the past two days
busy over the mother's day stuff
and now have to pla the fund-raising concert
for the movement and dance
arghhhh
I AM GOING MAD !!
realli gonna take a chopper and kill MDM NG !!
stupid mdm ng !!
nvr even bother to do a single thing
stupid stupid stupid !!
arghhhh
-=bang my head on the wall=-

gonna go out later wif ying
before heading down to SP to watch singing competition concert
jingyong, jennifer !
jia you for the competition later !

talk and talk and talk @;
11:16

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

today i am stuck at home again
doing wat ??
mopping the floor,vaccuming,packing stuffs
cleaning the entire house !!
and now
my backbone hurts again
arghhhh
it hurts again !!

have to start planning the fund-raising concert
for the alumni and movement and dance
starting to get busy again
-=grins=-
is better to be busy than rotting at home everyday
doing NOTHING !!

my mind is blank
blank blank blank
i cant think of the tune for my song !!
-=bang the wall=-

talk and talk and talk @;
13:09

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

等待

词／曲：Teethany

情人节路上独自徘徊
一个人迷失在人海
我身边的你已经不在
还有什么值得期待

坐在窗前傻傻发呆
反复问自己该不该
放弃的念头一直来
我是否该继续等待

好想靠在你的怀里
不再让你离我而去

CHORUS:
我一直再等待　　
一段失去的爱
希望你有天会归来
就算你可能不明白
我依然对你有所期待
我在我一直都会在
就好像对你的那份爱
难道你真得放得开
选择一个没有我的未来

无论你是青蛙或王子
我都愿意跟你一辈子
说过不想看者我哭泣
你是否早已经忘记

talk and talk and talk @;
21:14

Sunday, April 24, 2005

HOORAY !!
i have finish my first song !!
my own story, my own song
wanna thanx Andy n his bro for the help too
-=muackz=-
now i am starting on another song again
the new song is for people out there
who have failed in a relationship
shld stand up and face their life again
but now
my mind is blank again !!
arghhh

talk and talk and talk @;
21:37

sorry guys !!
i've disappoint all of you
i didn get into the next round of the Project Superstar
is juz too tough le
onli jing yong managed to get in
is lyk out of the 4000 people
there will onli be 600 going for next round of audition
no wonder i got kick out
muahahahaha
i'm juz too lousy !
muahahahaha
but nvm
there will always be next time !!
woohooo !!

suffering from muscle cramp
having been dancing ytd without doing any stretching
and today i cant even wake up
is so painful everywhere
i hate muscle cramp
arghhhh

I LOVE SINGING
AND I LOVE OFF-KEYS

talk and talk and talk @;
11:55

Friday, April 22, 2005

lolx
realli had alot fun at kbox today wif those two guys
two of them were soo good at singing too
one have a nice voice, though quite low
another one is got a very long range of pitch
woah !!
[make a guess which is which ??!!]
realli very funny throughout the five hrs
and practically all of us have off-keys sometimes
yah.. all the three of us
went OFF-KEYS
but sometimes
I LOVE THE FEELING OF OFF-KEYS !!
off-keys can be very funny !!
and also the three of us sing in alot wierd ways
muahahaha ... making fun of the singer
sooo bad !!
lolx
but in the end
i realli enjoy singing wif the two of them
it was real darn fun !!

I WANNA BE OFF-KEYS QUEEN !! LOLX

talk and talk and talk @;
22:22

my mind is blank
lalalalal
blank blank blank
no words for my song
blank blank blank
lolx

-=jumping up and down=-
going kbox later wif andy and gabriel
yeah yeah yeah
can sing again !!
woohoo !!

i miss you

talk and talk and talk @;
12:49

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

have been cracking my brain
for the past few days
over song-writing stuffs
-=grin=-
it seems like i have been enjoying song-writing now
and i realli love it !!
muahahahaha

i think i can sing my own song in the semi-final
i hope i can come up wif that on time
title is "DENG DAI"
is my own story, my own song !!
i love my song !!
-=kiss the paper=-

Project Superstar audition is on this sat
wonder if i can in ?!!!
i bet not, as there is round 4000 people who signed up !!
4000 !! is alot !!
unlike the teenage icon which onli 300 people signed up
-=praying hard=-

i miss you
and the song is for you
do you know ?

talk and talk and talk @;
15:05

Sunday, April 17, 2005

after reading nancy's blog
i suddenly realise that i forget to blog sth
and that is
RGT MOVEMENT AND DANCE GOT GOLD FOR SYF 2005 !!!
yesh !!
they realli realli did it
WELL DONE MY JUNIORS !!
u all have realli realli done ur best at that day
i am realli realli proud of u all !!
the school will also be proud of u all too !!
now we can go to hongkong in a much more happier way
RITE JUNIORS ?!!
I LOVE YOU ALL SOOO MUCH !!!
muackz muackz !!

gonna go down to ngee ann poly again
for the LSCT induction day
gonna meet alot of new frenz there again !!
hooray hooray !!
i love ngee ann !!

talk and talk and talk @;
21:52

went for a photo shoot wif the 12 semi-finalist
for the teenage mag
i thought it will be a quick and easy one
but instead i sat there for almost 4 hrs
juz to take a few shots
and they make my hair looks wild !!
my hair is juz lyk messy messy kind, lyk cyndi
but worst than that !!
the make-ups were realli realli thick !!
and i have to do all those funny funny pose !!
wahahaha
though it was tiring, but it was fun

after that rush down to meet Andy and Gabriel in NP
for a concert put up by the Song Composing Club
though some singing was not too well
but i lyk all their lyrics !!
it was juz soooo cool !!
cant wait to join the club
lolx

reach home before 11pm
and i spent half an hr in the toilet
to bath, wash my hair and remove my makeup
stupid hair - i wash it 4 times !!
lolx

talk and talk and talk @;
00:55

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

WOAH !!
I LOVE MY JUNIORS !!
MUACK MUACK MUACK MUACK !!

i cant stop smiling
realli realli
i am juz too happy for my juniors
they realli realli have put in all their efforts in the SYF
they realli shocked mi
they were juz sooo tidy and neat
unlike those messy days in sch
after their performance
nancy, ying and i simply juz dropped tears and applaused
they realli did a great job
realli GREAT ONE !!
though everytime i was worried abt their last minute stuffs
lyk buying head dress, make-ups and etc
but today
though their attitude was last minute changed
but to them it was an advantage

i cant stop loving them today
yeah
even if they failed to achieve gold or wat
i don think teacher will be disappointed or anything
coz they realli did their best !!
i love them !!
muahahahaha !!
-=muackz=-

and I LOVE SWEE CHENG !!

juz kidding.

talk and talk and talk @;
22:27

Monday, April 11, 2005

play bball wif mingli and the 4/8 gang
it has been a long time since i played bball
soo nice !!
wooh !!

after that i met up wif andy and gabriel
together wif mingli and head down to OCBC bank
to pay up the ngee ann thingy
and after that when mingli left
andy, gabriel and mi sat down at food junction
and tok tok, rot rot for almost 3 hr plus
the two of them are realli great guys !!
and i enjoy toking to them alot !!
woohoo !!
when home at round 6.30 lyk that
realli enjoy today !!!

talk and talk and talk @;
21:23

change the song to 此刻，你心里想起谁
by 王力宏
is very nice !!

此刻，我心里想起谁 ??
izzit u ?? u ?? u ??
yeah
is YOU !!
-=sigh=-
此刻，你心里想起谁??
izzit mi ?
i dono ..

talk and talk and talk @;
11:47

Sunday, April 10, 2005

went to work today
and after that went down to IMM to watch the 2nd heats
the contestants are much more better than the grp in the 1st heat
some realli roxs !!
but some forget their lyrics and stuffs
but they realli did their best

thankiew Andy !!
for helping mi to write a song
he's realli talented in this area
thankiew !

i am realli thinking lotsa things this few days
-=sigh=-
y are u thinking soo much ?
-=sigh=-
am i realli fated to be single for this period of time
i wanna ask
but i juz don have the courage
i wanna cry
i realli wanna cry

talk and talk and talk @;
22:42

Saturday, April 09, 2005

070405
meet up wif you to take photo
at the esplanade
we two simply juz look lyk the tourists over there
and i juz cant stop laughing
but after that
i juz cant laugh anymore
when u have to go meet ur frenz
i cant laugh or smile
realli
i cant
the further u walk away from mi
the more i feel lyk crying
tears realli gonna come out
wat am i thinking at that point of time
i realli dono
-=sigh=-

090405
went back to sch for dance
finally i can see some improvement today
realli .. i realli hope that they can make it
i wan them to get a gold !!
after that
i rush all the way down to suntec to meet up
wif u and ur frenz
to submit the forms for the PROJECT SUPERSTAR
and after that i juz went home
ya..go home
think of realli lotsa stuffs during the journey back home

am i stupid ??
i dono wat am i doing ??!!
i realli wanna cry out again
i need a shoulder !!
help help !

talk and talk and talk @;
23:55

Thursday, April 07, 2005

After looking at andy's lyric that he wrote again and again
i have the sudden urge to write songs too
but after scribbling some toopid chinese sentences
my mind juz went blank
yeah
BLANK !!
perhaps i am not the kind who can write songs
-=sigh=-

went back for dance this few days
and huang lao shi have not been very happy wif my juniors
coz they are still not working hard for the SYF
is onli a week to the competition
and no one seems lyk bothering abt it or feeling nervous
TELL MI WAT TO DO !!
tok to them but no one seems to be listening
WAT TO DO !!
-=bang my head on the wall=-

gonna go out later
mummy's scolding again !!
oops
for going out soo often this week
sorry mummy !!

lalalala
i am a toilet singer
lalalala
i onli can sing in the toilet
lalalala
i love to sing in the toilet

talk and talk and talk @;
10:44

Monday, April 04, 2005

I GOT IN !!
I GOT IN !!
YEAH !!

i still cant believe that i got into the semi-finals
i realli still cant believe it
still is the state of shock
there were realli alot contestants who are better than mi
and they also brought alot frenz to vote for them
as for mi
i onli have ying, my daddy , mummy and cousin maria
semi-final is in 5 june
anyone free can juz go and see see and support mi !!
lolx

gonna go for dance later
to discuss about their SYF costume
-=sianz=-

i miss you
yeah
i realli miss you

talk and talk and talk @;
11:52

Saturday, April 02, 2005

tomorrow is the singing competition
arhhhhh
i am nervous !!
still not having so much confidence
coz the people there are TOO STRONG !!

be lyk william hung:
" I have already done my best,
and i have not regrets..."
-=grin=-

and because of the competition
i have to wear contact lense
AGAIN !!
darn it
i hate contact lense
not that it makes mi look uglier and wierder
is that it will sorta stuck onto my eyeball
and i will have a difficult time taking it out
darn it !
juz because of wat the judges told mi on e day of the audition

"hmmm...well..we'll see u in the heats !"
"thank you !!"
"oh ya...hmmm..is better for mi to see u in contact lenses during the heats !!"
"...oh...okie.."

and so now i am stuck wif my contact lense
for the entire month of April
arghhh
stupid judge
stupid contact lense
stupid eyeball
arghhh !!

talk and talk and talk @;
16:54

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