Yong wei kor juz msg me
and finally i knew alot of stuffs
that wasnt been told for so long.

i ask kor how come someone nvr reply my msg
coz i was asking them about bbq stuffs
kor told mi that he doesnt wan to contact me
after he knew that im attached.

he told kor alot of stuffs
regret. lacking of confidence.
making someone to wait till she gave up finally
coz she thinks that he may juz treat him as someone to tok to
as he told her before he doesnt have much frenz in NS.
but it was not lyk that in the end
he was juz there for her silently all the time
but failed to open his mouth to tell her how he feels
confidence is the word.

kor told me.
half of his life was down
the only emotion he had was sadness
and plus his tough in-camp training.
he cried.
and so did i.
yes.
i cried.


i waited.
i cried.
and in the end.
i chose to give up.
without realising someone was silently being there for me.


in the end. i really gave up.