soo busy for the whole week
finally got the time to blog today
busy over school work, SCC orientation and stuffs
i didn really sleep well for the whole week
im turning into a panda

and alot things happen this whole week
makes mi realli realli ponder alot
feel lyk sitting down and stone there to think
wat exactly shld i be in the future ?
wat exactly i want ?
is being single the best way for everything ?

wat exactly i wan to be in the future
i realli dono
i wanna be a musician, a singer, a performer
i think that is impossible
i wanna be a lab researcher
based on my grades, i think is impossible too
i shall be a toilet cleaner then....

school work are getting tougher and tougher
is not easy right now
imagine u have to take care of the 30 fishes everyday
see them eat, sick and die
and to poke myself and see my own blood cells
to take care of mice, collect blood, inject them and dissect them
all this realli bring my courage to a higher level
i cant believe that im doing all these stuffs
when im someone who is afraid of blood !!
So proud of myself !!!
*clap clap clap*


im so stress
i need a break from everything.